2005-07-16 [forbidden sacrafice]: yeah nobody else is even on here i dont think lol odd

2005-07-16 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: i am back..

2005-07-16 [Juggalette Ryda]: we 3 are here now... yay

2005-07-16 [forbidden sacrafice]: lol yay welcome back ash

2005-07-16 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: lol,thanks ,sorry i had to go get my hair cut finnally,lol,havent had it cut in over a year so i had to listen to the lady lecture me on getting my ends trimmed.I plan on doing the locks of love thingy,so im groweing my hair really long,like to my butt...

2005-07-16 [Juggalette Ryda]: lol kool

2005-07-16 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: yeah i guess,except for the lecture..i hate those,and also i appologized to [Stephen] for losing my temper,i was rather hard on him,poor guy..lol

2005-07-16 [Juggalette Ryda]: lol meh he'll live.... wow gettin chewd out on the computer... lmao.. hes gonna be alright

2005-07-16 [$*Miss Addi*$]: hey whats up

2005-07-16 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: i know i have been talking to him...i asked him to look in to the matter about my house being messed up,i changed my password but no one knew the other one...no one could have guessed it either i always choose random things as passwords that only i would think of..

2005-07-16 [Juggalette Ryda]: lmao same here... but its easy to hack in these profiles.. hmm lol... and no it wasnt me either i wouldnt do that to you

2005-07-16 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: how do you hack?ive never understood it,im smart enough that i could learn but ive never had a resource to learn how..

2005-07-16 [$*Miss Addi*$]: hi

2005-07-16 [Juggalette Ryda]: hehehe i know peoples passwords... like for instance... look for the thing they admire most or keep talking about... mostly it will be right.. and theres couple more techniques but im not gonna share.. lol

2005-07-16 [$*Miss Addi*$]: lol u crazi kim

2005-07-16 [Juggalette Ryda]: i know

2005-07-16 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: hey addi..

2005-07-17 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: um is anyone here??

2005-07-17 [iCh3wi]: Yup, I am, I sent you a message remember?

2005-07-17 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: yeah but i typed this before i got your message..

2005-07-17 [iCh3wi]: Lol, funny funny funny.

2005-07-17 [Juggalette Ryda]: ooo crazy people.. lol

2005-07-17 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: arent we all?lol...yay i have yahoo im now!im so happy :P

2005-07-17 [Juggalette Ryda]: oo yes we all are.. crazy... im the craziest..just ask addi... hehehe

2005-07-17 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: lol,ok fine your the craziest and im the weirdest!lol

2005-07-17 [Juggalette Ryda]: no im the weirdest *cries*

2005-07-17 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: fine your the craziest and the weirdest..and i am just me..

2005-07-17 [Juggalette Ryda]: ooo im just me too... ooo hehehe

2005-07-17 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: lol,ok good 4 u..i dont feel good so im not gonna argue..lol..

2005-07-17 [Juggalette Ryda]: ooo hope you feel better... :P

2005-07-17 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: i doo too,thanx :D

2005-07-17 [Juggalette Ryda]: yup yup... lol g2g bye

2005-07-17 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: bye..well you are gone..so hi!(when you read this)

2005-07-17 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: *crys* im all alone!!!

2005-07-17 [Juggalette Ryda]: hey.. *hugs* im here... lmao

2005-07-17 [iCh3wi]: whatever, theres 253 members online, go harass someone, youll feel better

2005-07-17 [Juggalette Ryda]: ooo hey silenced... ooo...

2005-07-17 [iCh3wi]: hey

2005-07-17 [Juggalette Ryda]: whats up? chicken butt??? lmao j/k

2005-07-17 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: hey thats mean..lol...

2005-07-17 [Juggalette Ryda]: ish... i was just playin.. .jeez

2005-07-17 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: i was talking about what richard said about harassing other ppl..

2005-07-17 [Juggalette Ryda]: ooo lol... harassing people is fun <.< >.> ... i dont do it tho.. hehehe... ooo nvm

2005-07-17 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: no he told me to harass someone else..that was mean./.*pouts in a corner*lol

2005-07-17 [iCh3wi]: i meant harass someone if your bored to get to know them. how do you think i met most of my friends?

2005-07-17 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: lol,yeah true,i misunderstood..lol

2005-07-17 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: i want to die,this isnt fair..does anyone know how bad i want to cut myself right now?!!Why cant life just stay good?I havent done anything to deserve this!NOTHING!`

2005-07-17 [Juggalette Ryda]: whats wrong hun????????

2005-07-17 [iCh3wi]: whats wrong?

2005-07-17 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: everything!!nothing can go right for me for long,chris is leaving and i will never get to talk to him again and some one is fucking with my house and then then there is everything that is going on at my house!my parents are constantly fighting...my little sister is always messing with me and trying to get me into trouble and my mom is flipping out on me for shit that is not my fault or anywere near!!

2005-07-17 [Juggalette Ryda]: hun just calm down... and chris said he might meet up with people later on... so always hope on that... ok... meh houses.. family... i know how that is... just stay calm please... dont cut either.. and i mean it.. please dont

2005-07-17 [iCh3wi]: *silence*

2005-07-17 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: but...i dont know ..i wrote a poem about it..like always...my best ones always have something to do with him...it is so hard resisiting the temptation to cut,it really is..

2005-07-17 [Juggalette Ryda]: please dont hun... i know you want to but fight it off.... please.. i know you can

2005-07-17 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: i..i will try to..

2005-07-17 [Juggalette Ryda]: ok thankz.. that makes me feel much better... *hugs you*...

2005-07-17 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: *hugs back* do you think im over dramatic?honestly do you?i wont care if you say yes..

2005-07-17 [Juggalette Ryda]: well not really... stress can do these things to you i know that... you just need to calm down some :P

2005-07-17 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: i know im trying,i lkeep telling my self that if he really loves me he will come back to me with out me doing anything....

2005-07-17 [Juggalette Ryda]: he will... i believe he will call you... he wouldnt leave you in the cold like that...

2005-07-17 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: i dont know..half of me thinks that half of me thinks not...last time he said that he knew he couldnt have me and it kills him to know that and a whole bunch of shit and that if he would leave here i would get over him and move on and forget him but when you love some one it dont work like that..

2005-07-17 [Juggalette Ryda]: i know it doesnt... but hun dont bring yourself down like this... ok...

2005-07-18 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: yeah well um i had to go ..sorry but i didnt cut..i stratched but not cut..

2005-07-18 [Juggalette Ryda]: dont scratch either... its not good for you

2005-07-18 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: it wasnt deep!well..it was a scratch..ugh! fine..no scratching either but hey i stoped before it was a cut!!! give me that much..

2005-07-18 [Juggalette Ryda]: i dont care... a scratch is still bad... but i do think you did good tho on not cutting

2005-07-18 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: thaNKS,IM FEELING A BIT BETTER NOW THAT I GOT MOST OF IT OUT OF MY SYSTEM..IT WAS EITHER SCRATHCH or me taking the pen in my hand and stabbing a huge hole in my arm..

2005-07-18 [Juggalette Ryda]: true

2005-07-18 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: lol..so you see i was doing good,it went from me writting a poem to getting the urge to stab the shit outa my arm then i threw the pen and got the razor threw ther razor,cryed a bit wrote a poem the got the razor and scratched..

2005-07-18 [Juggalette Ryda]: i know you did do good but still its the concept of it.. well nvm

2005-07-18 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: i understand and i thank you soo much for being here for me adn helping me *hugs*

2005-07-18 [Juggalette Ryda]: lol ur welcome... np.. lol.. i just got help from my friend couple mins ago too...

2005-07-18 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: thats cool..*smiles..*

2005-07-18 [Juggalette Ryda]: yup yup

2005-07-18 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: *sighs* im about to have to go again..

2005-07-18 [Juggalette Ryda]: ooo im back again... and your off again.. lmao

2005-07-18 [kdfjhg]: i cut, again. i'm not allowed to... i haven't for 2 weeks and i couldn't stop it. i made some casual marks on my foot and ankle. hope no one will notice

2005-07-18 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: its not good...i ant cut i made a promise to freaky..and i kep promises...its not good randa..

2005-07-18 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: is anyone here?

2005-07-18 [Juggalette Ryda]: i am... like alwayz

2005-07-18 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: lol,what would i do with oout you?

2005-07-18 [Juggalette Ryda]: oooo huh???

2005-07-19 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: i would be bored outa y mind..lol

2005-07-19 [Juggalette Ryda]: hehehe ooo.. lmao

2005-07-19 [iCh3wi]: All existing members!: Please if you have not already, go to these following pages and click "Start Watching this Page." I want everyone to be updated on what happens here for now on, so we don't have to re-explain things. Thanks!    Cutters Poetry, The Cutters Poems, Cutters Poetry Members, and Cutters Banners.

2005-07-19 [Juggalette Ryda]: lmao... silenced.. im already watchin them all hehehe

2005-07-19 [iCh3wi]: Good. Another thing, the banners page is up and running again, and I am adding banners to it now. Please choose one and add them to your house, they are allowed.

2005-07-19 [Juggalette Ryda]: ok then... will do... when i can.. hehe

2005-07-19 [iCh3wi]: It is greatly appreciated, since we only have 2.

2005-07-19 [Juggalette Ryda]: yup yup... i would make one.. but it might "break" the rules.. so i cant

2005-07-19 [iCh3wi]: I understand completely, don't worry. lol

2005-07-19 [Juggalette Ryda]: lmao... they are the same banners.. lmao

2005-07-19 [iCh3wi]: I know, and they are APPROVED!

2005-07-19 [Juggalette Ryda]: YAY... kool.. hehehe... ok.. i think im just too hyper right now...

2005-07-19 [iCh3wi]: Ok, I made a new Welcome Mate, now we need a members page Welcome Mat. BRB!

2005-07-19 [forbidden sacrafice]: hey everyone

2005-07-19 [Juggalette Ryda]: i cant see the welcome mat.. its blurry

2005-07-19 [forbidden sacrafice]: yea same here

2005-07-19 [iCh3wi]: Your jokin? Well shit, Hmmm.......maybe the font is too dark. brb.

2005-07-19 [Juggalette Ryda]: nope not jokin... its dark and blurry but i can see the members on tho

2005-07-19 [iCh3wi]: Well shit, hang on.

2005-07-19 [Juggalette Ryda]: lol... hehehe i am hanging on by a tread... hehehe

2005-07-19 [iCh3wi]: Ok what about now?

2005-07-19 [Juggalette Ryda]: still burry... i think its the font...

2005-07-19 [Juggalette Ryda]: but it might just be b/c its in a wiki page and not on a profile

2005-07-19 [iCh3wi]: Well Can you read it?

2005-07-19 [Juggalette Ryda]: ummm not really

2005-07-19 [forbidden sacrafice]: yeah blurry but getting better

2005-07-19 [iCh3wi]: FAUCK!

2005-07-19 [Juggalette Ryda]: lol calm down

2005-07-19 [iCh3wi]: Oh well, at least they cant find anythin wrong with this one.

2005-07-19 [Juggalette Ryda]: true...well if you want you cant tell me what u wrote and i can hurry and make it..same font and everything... if you want

2005-07-19 [iCh3wi]: Ok, hang on. "At times the darkness shows us who we truly are and how we truly feel. With this we find the strength to unite with others like ourselves. We are those others. We are the Poets of "Cutters Poetry@wiki".

2005-07-19 [forbidden sacrafice]: lol nice once crowe true also

2005-07-19 [Juggalette Ryda]: ok ill try my best.. umm whats the font?? and you want red right?

2005-07-19 [iCh3wi]: Red Coloring, font doesnt matter.

2005-07-19 [forbidden sacrafice]: huh i wonder why its so blurry thou

2005-07-19 [iCh3wi]: i dunno

2005-07-19 [iCh3wi]: unless......................damnit, guards.

2005-07-19 [Juggalette Ryda]: umm heres this one... mine looks like crap... it seems mine is blurry too...

2005-07-19 [iCh3wi]: BETTER THAN MINE!!!! I'm gonna post it!

2005-07-19 [Juggalette Ryda]: gaaa... lmao... i can make better ones but i was rushing throught this one.. lmao

2005-07-19 [forbidden sacrafice]: its way better i agree ehh we will figure out this problem but for now im going to bed cuz im way to tired

2005-07-19 [Juggalette Ryda]: bye bye

2005-07-19 [forbidden sacrafice]: also the blood moon will be out tomorrow so ill need my sleep tonight wont sleep tomorrw

2005-07-19 [Juggalette Ryda]: sweet

2005-07-19 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: well i just got on and i like it,but honestly i dont thik the guards had anything to do with the banner being blurry,i dont think they have the power to do that.

2005-07-19 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: Hey Richard,I have just went to all the pages and The banners arent showing on cutters banners or the cutters poetry members or the cutters poems

2005-07-19 [Juggalette Ryda]: lmao.. its you... the type of computer you have... is it like a box with an red X and the code???

2005-07-19 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: no there isnt a red x...just outlined box and the link at the top...

2005-07-19 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: the banners on here are showing...just not the other pages,are they showing for you?

2005-07-19 [Juggalette Ryda]: ya they are showing for me... hmmm here click the "box" and put add to favorites (if oyu have that) and load it on there then it will show

2005-07-19 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: well they are showing on this page and everything but not on the others..i dunno it might be my computer...who knows..oh well...hey go to my house and tell me if the banner is showing there...

2005-07-19 [Juggalette Ryda]: i didnt see it on your house tho... maybe the code got messed up in there

2005-07-19 [iCh3wi]: All of the banners are showing up for me, I just talked to Debby and she said the problem is resolved, so the banners should be loading ok.

2005-07-19 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: ok kool...thats awesome,she sent me a message asking for the url's

2005-07-19 [Juggalette Ryda]: well atleast you guys figured it out

2005-07-19 [iCh3wi]: Yup, thats good.

2005-07-19 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: so now i will actually se something?

2005-07-20 [iCh3wi]: Coming Soon; Cutters Crisis Center. For more info and job interveiws, please message [iCh3wi].

2005-07-20 [Monika]: What type of jobs will be offered? Anyways Richard I'm online majority of everyday so send me a message or whatever.

2005-07-20 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: Ha,what ever yall do dont ask me,I dont know nothing yet.I just got on and saw that.I still have to be filled in...

2005-07-20 [Monika]: Lol...mkay.

2005-07-20 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: So how are you?

2005-07-20 [Monika]: I'm good, tired but good. You?

2005-07-20 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: Same,I found two emoticons that fit me at the moment...lol..I am on yahoo im. talking to hobbit

2005-07-20 [Monika]: Ah I'm just waiting for [Blak Majik] to get home and call me. *sighs*

2005-07-20 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: Lol,Yeah well my bf is online and just found out that i am friends with his friend adam and he isnt happy about it..i wonder why??

2005-07-20 [Monika]: Lol...jealousy always sucks lol.

2005-07-20 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: Yeah but i love my bf...

2005-07-21 [iCh3wi]: Ugh, ok, lets get to work Ash. First things first, we need counselors to apply for the Cutters Crisis Center. I made a banner for the page, but we need a badge for counselors. Someone out there gifted with Banner making please help with this task. Anyone wanting to be a counselor, please message me telling me how you think you are qualified for the position. Ash and Me are the only counselors at the moment. I think I will take on 10 others, if enough people apply that is.

2005-07-21 [iCh3wi]: Ok, the page is up and running, everyone please go and visit!

2005-07-21 [Monika]: Richard stupid question, how do I put it on my page to link directly to here?

2005-07-21 [iCh3wi]: on your poetry page?

2005-07-21 [Monika]: No on my house...sorry.

2005-07-21 [Monika]: As in it saying Cutter Poetry @ wiki

2005-07-21 [iCh3wi]: no u have to put [ before Cutter and no spaces betweent Poetry and the @ sign. after the wiki, put ] with no spaces

2005-07-21 [iCh3wi]: *Cutters Poetry]

2005-07-21 [Monika]: Omfg I feel retarded.

2005-07-21 [iCh3wi]: ^that with no stars

2005-07-21 [Monika]: Yea I got it, boy I had a brain fart there.

2005-07-21 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: lol...sorry i wasnt here...had to go to church ,bleh,and it was boring and yeah..

2005-07-21 [Monika]: Ugh wtf @ e-drama and guys...

2005-07-21 [iCh3wi]: umm....ok?

2005-07-21 [Monika]: Random sorry, just found out some drama crap, I really could have lived without.

2005-07-21 [iCh3wi]: oh, ok

2005-07-21 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: right,well im done with that wiki thingy yay! richard go here..What Love Truely Is and tell me what you think,this is what i wrote last night.....

2005-07-21 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: hey im bored give me something to do!!!plz,b4 i go insane!it wouldnt be good if your asst. manager and head female counciler went insane from boredum!!lol

2005-07-21 [iCh3wi]: Ok, go thru each section and basically leave and explanation on whjat that area is designed to do.

2005-07-21 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: Ok sound easy enough.I have one question though..I still dont get the full concept of how we are to communicate with these people..

2005-07-21 [iCh3wi]: Well, when someone needs help, Im hoping they go to one of the sections and leave a comment saying like whats wrong and which ever counselor can goes on and talks to them, either through messaging or leaving comments.

2005-07-21 [iCh3wi]: ok ash, theyre editable now

2005-07-21 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: oh ok,i understand now..lol..

2005-07-21 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: ok well i did what you told me,let me know what ya think..

2005-07-22 [iCh3wi]: It's good, I might make a few changes but you saved me a lot of typing for now, lol. Thanks!!!

2005-07-22 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: no prob,ket me busy for a little bit..

2005-07-22 [iCh3wi]: Lol, so which section would you like to manage? I think I am going to manage the Kicking Addictions section, since I have quit several drugs and smoking, so I could help, but I need and Asistant though.

2005-07-22 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: Erm,How about the either suiide prevention or the break up centeral i can relate very well with both..

2005-07-22 [iCh3wi]: Well, hmm.......I think you are more fitted with Break Up Central, but that's my opinion.

2005-07-22 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: lol,yeah i think so too...hehe,since my history with guys,ok ill take break upo centeral for 500 Pat ...lol..sorry(this is what boredum does to you)

2005-07-22 [iCh3wi]: Lol, sorry, Im Alex Trebec, ok Ash, heres your question: "Who will you be? Head or Asistant."?

2005-07-22 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: Head!!!lol,i have helped so many ppl with break ups and been through so many of them my self and i have too much spare time i wanna be head counciler!

2005-07-22 [iCh3wi]: ok, your right the answer is What is Head? lol, and that doesnt sound kinky at all

2005-07-22 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: lmao...if you could only read my mind...lol..nvm,that wouldnt be a very good idea..

2005-07-22 [iCh3wi]: ok, your on there, go look'

2005-07-22 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: i did..lol...wee!!lol

2005-07-22 [forbidden sacrafice]: hey everyone im back just got back in town not to long ago

2005-07-22 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: hey..

2005-07-22 [forbidden sacrafice]: hey everyone im back just got back in town not to long ago

2005-07-24 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: Damn it!Grr,im so fucking pissed right now....I hate when people try to change me and preach to me i hate it!!!

2005-07-25 [Juggalette Ryda]: ooo are you ok???

2005-07-25 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: i am now,just a lil pissed at one of my friends,she kept preaching to me and trying to change my religion and everything and she says she is going to pray for me everyday and started lecturing me on how satan has turned me against her and has me thinking i can worship other things and how i am her sister and she dont want me to go to hell and i am sittting there thinking i cant go to hell if i dont believe in it...and god aint gonna show hisself b/c if there was a god my life would have been alot better the past 15 years and and i didnt want to say anything to get her mad so i just kept quiet,i told her,i respect that you have your beliefs and i have mine why cant you respect mine????

2005-07-25 [Juggalette Ryda]: well ok then... thats how everyone is if you dont have the same "religion" as the other person... most of the time... dont worry bout it

2005-07-25 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: well why ant she just respet it?i respect that she has a different belief..i hate this,oh well i still aint changeing for anyone,not even chris...

2005-07-25 [Juggalette Ryda]: dont change for anyone... you are your own self... but i dont know why she doesnt... she'll get around

2005-07-25 [deathly ~*~ beautiful]: i hope so..she is one of those poeple who are set in their ways..oh well if she is a true friend then she will eithre ignore it or accet it..

2005-07-25 [Juggalette Ryda]: exactly

2005-07-25 [iCh3wi]: I'm illiterate, sorry

2005-07-25 [Juggalette Ryda]: ok?!?!?!?! lol

2005-07-25 [iCh3wi]: lol